Lonely Won't Leave Me Alone!
So much of my training... And finally I am in!
July 24, 2010, As I was researching for Anti-Christ topics for my Blog, Religion or any related topic. It was raining that time, it was almost 12 midnight while I was writing the article, suddenly I was redirected to one of the pages where I saw Gino Padilla, one of my favorite Christian Filipino singers... oops, you might get confused about my spiritual orientation, hehehe... by the way just to let yah all know, I may not be religious but I am spiritual.
Alright, going back to where I was, so, after seeing Gino Padilla, I tried to research on his rendition of the song "Power of your Love". (Loved his version than any other singer, not to mention there's Hillsong United, Don Moen, Avalon, Casting Crowns, and many others, locally we have as well Jamie Rivera, they are all fantabulous). I listened to Jamie's cool of early morning voice singing "One Selfless Love". It was so relaxing and spirit-invigorating. As I write this article, I was as well thinking where to post it. And so I decided to post this article here, one of my blogs, which has been idle for over a month, I have not written nor posted since.
Alright, going back to where I was, so, after seeing Gino Padilla, I tried to research on his rendition of the song "Power of your Love". (Loved his version than any other singer, not to mention there's Hillsong United, Don Moen, Avalon, Casting Crowns, and many others, locally we have as well Jamie Rivera, they are all fantabulous). I listened to Jamie's cool of early morning voice singing "One Selfless Love". It was so relaxing and spirit-invigorating. As I write this article, I was as well thinking where to post it. And so I decided to post this article here, one of my blogs, which has been idle for over a month, I have not written nor posted since.
I always said to myself that I am no writer. The only reason that I am writing this is to release what I am feeling. While I was listening to Christian songs, a sudden feeling of loneliness that I felt like glucose-imbalanced, hallucination.. I don't know... bad energy transmitted to my brain or something... I seem to be caught up inside a dream. Most of the time, it's always been my shadow and me. I have always been alone, living on my own. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. But I have never felt this inexplicable feeling before that I am feeling at this very moment, Seems like I am looking for someone to talk to, to be with. Like I want to go and travel somewhere allowing to separate my soul from my body.
Perhaps, you understand what I am trying to say or maybe not at all. Maybe this is the reason why is it hard for me to fit in, maybe this is the reason why they don't like me, maybe this is the reason why they look at me like ignorant, maybe this is the reason why i am uneasy to be with it. A lot of people dig it that way... I don't know, you tell me.
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